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can you pinpoint when it got so complicated
when i became everything you seem to hate

'cause it's a mystery to me how we went from something more to something less
and the fact that it kills me is something i can't and won't let myself confess

it can't be him because even he knew
i'd leave him in a heartbeat for you

was it when i was gone 'cause even then i tried
but seeing some stupid words and i as good as cried

and i don't know what caused this and i'm too scared to ask
and the time spent apart is time gone too fast

how long will this go on or will it even end
or has it already stopped with no hope to mend

and i know you see right through me, you always have i guess
but maybe you're better without me and this is for the best

i can't just say "i'm sorry" and have it all washed away
i'd just get angry back at you and all the things you say

'cause it isn't just me who is broken you see
and that thunderous crack was only part me